Really, really frustrated. . .

[Ares]

To start off, recently, compared to the rest of my life, it hasn't been so great. I lost two friends, one of sickness, and the other to suicide, so it's been hell to be honest.

Also.

It turns out to be so, that. . . People like to frustrate me. . . I'm a moderator on this here site called OCGFX. . . And there are several other staff memebers. . I have no powers AT ALL, so I can't ban, remove posts or anything of the sort when things get out of hand. But anywho, off to the real reason for that one. . . All of the staff members decided to disappear, only once in a great while, does atleast, one of them decide to return for a while, then they disappear. Leaving me. . The powerless moderator, there alone. To deal with a site, I DIDN'T even create. And that ticks me off. I'm the only staff member there constantly, and I have no help. . At all. . . It sucks.

ALSO! The layout that the person wanted me to make, and get new codes for.. . Yeah. . Pi**ed me right the hell off. . .They took my copyright out, and ditched all the codes I either made or gathered for them. . . >.> I mean. . What the duck man, what the duck!

So, until this weekend. I'm afraid I must disappear so I can fix my current problem(s). I'm sorry to do this to you all since I just got here. If you need to find a new Ares, feel free. I'm just in the middle of this massive . . . break down. . And I'm stuck between online and offline issues. . . And I don't know what to do. . . Sorry again;

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Ifrit (Ares)

[Hades//Dionysus]

Dearheart, don't be sorry. We understand, honestly we do.

[Ares]

I'm just a bearer with bad news >.<

Despite from my complications I had with being left along to run so many sites. . . And people technically "stealing" from me. . And as well as my friends deaths. . I bring more updates and news. I am "back" if you will. . But not. . Really.

Recently my computer was hacked. Shutting down my drives, and screwing around with several other things. I managed to get the drives back up and running, and fixed some things. But the rest, doesn't want to go back. So. . For the time being, I may be making long disappearances, unintentionally of course. My computer now works when it wants to, and I've been trying to get it back up to speed, but it just doesn't want to. (Yes, I also manage the family computer, no one even bothers to offer help) So, I will be here when I can be, and I will try to continue our thread this Sunday at the latest Hades. Just right now, I can't stay on too long for a couple days, it hurts to sit here. .Because some idiots here, didn't' de-ice the stairs ( you can't really see the ice on my steps), and they didn't tell me. . So. . I fell down them, making a nice landing on my right arm and back. . xDD>.<

Any-who, yeah. . . Again, bearer of bad news xD

[Triton]

We understand, especially the suicide, I know the sadness suicide can bring, I was caught at an attempt or two myself, if you need anything, let me know until then take care of yourself, ok?

[Ares]

I know how bad Suicide is myself. . I've had my fair share of it. But, the main thing that hurts is losing someone to it. . If I could of been there, I would have, but damn them for moving to flordia. . . I'll keep that in mind Gemini. . I might need someone to talk to soon if you don't mind. . . .

[Triton]

No problem I'm here to listen, feel free to pm me anytime